Sooooooo..... what's up?

I tried to update like a week ago, and i had it all planned out PERFECTLY, typed up and beautiful, with EXACTLY everything that I wanted to say with all of my emotion and mushy shit... then i followed a link called "tags" or suttin at the bottom of the screen to find out wtf it was, and i lost the whole fucking entry. woot woot way to go stupid internet.

But anyways, I'm updating now because I miss coming home to comments from all of you fine viewers/readers in my inbox, so COMMENT AWAY!!

What's new? I gave myself a hair cut, and it looked alright, but it was just straight across and everything, so I got it professionally fixed today in-between working, lol. It looks 10x better now, thank bejesus. IDK if that word fits there. But I don't care. So fuck you if you were gonna say something... just shut up now.

What else is new..... i finally got a car, lol. "It's about freakin time, Sam." Yeeeeaaaaaaa, whateva. It's a Chevy Lumina, 4 dr sedan, blue, 1993. Look old, but it runs fantastic... I love her, I wanna name her something but idk what yet. She reminds me of a whale, or a boat because she's frickin HONKIN, and I mean spacious dude. It's great :-)

What else???? Workin a lot at the k store, which is great bcz shit I need the mulas, big spenda what what... not exactly, no not at all lol. But anyways, my last day is SUPPOSED to be August 10th, but we'll see what Donna from HUMAN RESOURCES does about that, lol. The 13-20th i'm supposed to go to Cape Cod with my dad and sister like we do every summer, but now idk yet. On the 2oth at 4:00 I'm supposed to be performing at the rotary in Putnam for the cd I'm on, the PIVC thing, if you remember back... I just did the recording session on Monday, and it went surprisingly well! it's so weird to listen to a recording of yourself singing, lol... but i was actually good1 Now any time somebody tells me I'm good, maybe I might believe them, lol.

So i guess that is all for today. Just signed my f-ing life away... filled out the "Master Promissory Note" for my student loans for Central, and I'm now in debt fo' life. Woopee, I'm really an adult now!

Yes, isn't that what I've always wanted??

Yes.


I got this AMAZING EP from a guy at hot Topic when i made a purchase a lil bit ago, and y'all should SOOOOOOOO check it out... it kicks so much ass, it left a fucking BRUISE. Anyways, it's called "New Sounds Volume 2" or some shit like that. You wanna know more, leave me a msg, I can burn u a copy if I like u. Really. You NEED to check this out. Armor For Sleep, Codeseven, and a few other guys, so good.

later kiddos


Check this out...




Just close your eyes to erase all the best dreams

and this quiet refrain is never what it seems

it's five a.m. in a counterfeit sleep

I can't believe that I'm still counting sheep

with her mind full blown edged in bright warning red

with voices in her head



I am close to it now to remembering

all these dark desert clouds and how the torrent stream

flooded our heels with a water so deep

I can't believe that you still fell asleep

with a mind full blown etched in light morning red

with all that we have said

you passed out cold on the deep waters edge

you must have bumped your head



Don't be afraid

forget it all

keep it all to yourself

Once you awake

get it all keep it on your shelf



I kiss the mud and the leaves and the trees embrace me

With the mountains lying down at the sea I would sleep